I left Indiana for a month to go and support at another location in Dallas. I thought it would be no big deal, yes it would be hard work with high standards and long days, but I never expected the kind of people I would meet when I got there. First off, let me explain that I am not an overtly social person ( which may seem completely unfounded because I choose to publish my thoughts on the internet for strangers- but that is a different beast entirely.) Each day I spent with a different person I got the chance to discover the kind of people that my company is built on, and may I just say- it's the very best kind. Granted, our location, the prestige of our project, and the level of professionalism we were expected to show all made for an almost overwhelming sense of "can I really do this?"
I've had so many thoughts about the nights spent out with strangers trying to be friends. I've thought about the impressions left on these individuals. I've considered what I wish I had done differently.... but in the end, I think the things that really needed to happen wouldn't have happened if events didn't transpire exactly as they did. That is kind of shitty in some cases, but it's humbling to know that the good do come with the bad, and at the end of the day unless you are proud to put your stamp on that day and call it a success, than it's your own fault for not trying harder.
So now that I have left and come back I am faced with some very strange. It's my home but it doesn't feel right. Like everything has been thrown in the air and I'm waiting to see which cards land face up. I feel like a move is going to happen. I think there is going to be a change of position coming. and most of all I feel like there will be continued growth now that I know what I am fully capable of. All good things... even though they are uncertain.
